Re: The Buggar on the Bridge

At 04:48 22/11/98 -0500, Heidrun Beer wrote:
>On Sat, 21 Nov 1998 19:12:14 -0500 (EST), Ralph Hilton wrote
>on clear-l/alt.clearing.technology:
>
>
>>>Overwhelm is not engrammic - its an emotional/aesthetic/sexual
>.>condensation of space.
>
>.[Much good stuff snipped]
>
>>Alan calls it "dotting" a person (compressing him into a dot).
>>He has written a lot of beautiful texts and very workable processes
>>to resolve the "dotted" state.

 
>You should post what you're referring to. It's all heresay until that
happens.
>How many people have you tried these "workable processes" on? What
>were the results? What was their prior condition?

Glad you demanded proof:

The Dynamic Presence Course is our equivalent of the old Personal
Efficiency Course.

The main theme of our courses and processing is to de-dot the Being and
return its Hugeness of Presence and rehabilitating the emanation and
reception of Positive Emotions.

Here is a success story just posted today:

Date: Sat Nov 21 14:58:54 EST 1998
From: Lyn Keller
Subject - Ojai Wins

 
Dear All:

 
Currently, I am doing the Dynamic Presence Course in Ojai, California
which is very

close to Ventura County.

 
Before I tell everyone my own personal wins, I'd like to tell you a
story.

 
Once upon a time (two years ago), I met a person who claimed he had
something

"better" than another (awareness) group I had once belonged to. For a
couple of

months I experienced some processes given to me by this individual,
however, to make

a long story short, this individual had to leave the country. But,
before he did, he

introduced me to Carl Tolbert

who owns the Life Enhancement Center in Ojai.

 
The first thing I learned was the Clean Slate processes. My first
session was with Carl's

wife, Nan. "Okay, Nan, pick something easy" after all this is my first
time. She thinks

for a bit and then comes up with - "Marriage".

 
Now as it was at that time Carl and Nan had their ups and downs in
their relationship

and also they were still fairly new to Knowledgism (perhaps about 10
months or so).

 
Well, I said, "Oh, sure, no problem" (I was scared witless). So, with

lots of encouragement from Carl and his guidance, Nan and I took each

precept and worked through. It took a total of two Wednesdays (6 hours)

when we finally were able to finish.

 
After that last session Nan was blown out. Her energy was so beautiful

and light we went outside so she could enjoy it even more.

 
Shortly, after that, they started practicing Presence with each other
with a bit more

diligence. They started working together more and more as the last two
years have

gone by.

 
Today, one would never have known they even had any problems to begin
with.

It was that session that hooked me totally to Knowledgism. It was that
exciting win of

having sparked two people who I absolutely knew should stay together
into further

development and growth. The rest they did on their own, but I knew I
had helped in a

wonderful way.

 
So, to Nan, I say thank you for giving me a challenge I shall never
forget because at

that time I didn't think I was a very good processor, just sort of
mediocre.

 
I'd like to add here that Nan is also a midwife and recently she gave
a seminar to other

midwives on Presence. This totally indicates as to be Dynamically
present while

someone is giving birth to a child is the most wonderful and beautiful
gift you can give to

not only the parents but the child as well. What a wonderful way to
come into the

world and to find someone who is so present with you that you know you
have been

duplicated, welcomed and loved all in one fell swoop.

 
To Carl I say thank you for having those Wednesday nights for a whole
year where I

learned so much.

 
These two people have changed gracefully, beautifully, and lovingly.
Their home (where

they have their courses and seminars) is beautiful in a very peaceful
setting up in Ojai,

CA.

 
For those feeling that Ojai would be accessible to them, please feel
free to give Carl a

call at (805) 646-2700.

 
For my own personal wins I'll have to list them because otherwise it
gets too long.

 
1. The first win is that I arrive up in Ojai which is approximately a

180 mile round trip for me 3 days a week. Sometimes the rush hour
traffic

is a two hour trip just one way.

 
2. That the space provided telepathically is extremely safe and
intended so that people

can grow and expand. Its good to know I'm a part of that.

 
3. That there is an incredible person by the name of Malcom Watson
that is a superb

lecturer. His ability to not only educe or extract answers from the
students is wonderful

but he is also extremely entertaining and never a dull moment. I'm so
wide awake and

interested I sometimes forget that there are others around me and
start to talk to him as

if he is having a personal conversation with me in response to either
something he is

saying or asking. I don't know how many times I've had to restrain
myself because I

realize others would like to talk also.

 
4. That learning what Dynamic Presence really is, is the most powerful
"foundation" a

person could be, do or have. While I realize that it is also important
to untie, let loose,

unjam, etc. ones life force particles,

it is essential to learning how to be present and then to emanate high
mood levels which

then develops Dynamic Presence.

 
5. That many "upsets" stem from not being totally present at the time
something is

happening. But however, many upsets stem from not being expanded and
big enough

to be able to see many sides to a situation or condition or game or
the "abilities" known

or needed to handle. With knowing Dynamic Presence this is a great way
to at the very

least start to look at those areas and create futures that you really
want and can really

have.

 
6. During one of the classes I experienced all of us as one (all in
the room that is). This

doesn't mean we were all one being. This means as individuals there
was such harmony

and agreements that it felt as if we were all one. The electrical
currents and energies

passing between us were enormous. My body felt electrical, I felt all
the attributes of

presence at once, the communications telepathically were so fast it
felt simultaneous at

times which is where the "one" feeling comes from, I know now what
Dynamically

Present is much more so than I ever did before. What is amazing to me,
however, is I

know I'll still learn more and improve even more.

 
7. That unended actions in ones life can definitely have a bunch of
life force particles all

tied up. You know, like that dream or vision you didn't quite make or
thought you'd

never do. Or just things around the house you've been saving for that
rainy day or

someday you'll need it for something. Things one puts off because of
procrastinations

or simply not knowing how do complete and not going off to find how.
That this can

lead to many upsets in ones life and feelings of "failures". If one
were to make a list of

unended or pending actions or intentions from each area of their life
and learn how to

end off or even pick it up again where they could learn to do the
"correct" actions, then

this would free up much of their stuck attentions and get them closer
to what they want.

1. That I have made some wonderful friends and have met some
   incredibly beautiful

beings that I can share many experiences with.

 
9. To be able to let go of those people who do not wish to truly help
themselves or

others, but intend to hang on to their near and dear problems. It can
be very draining

for me to put all my attention on people who wish to make their
problems a challenge

for others to conquer. I also accept the fact that I simply am not the
correct person to

help certain people. That perhaps someone else can do a much better job.

 
10. That for those people who do respond well to processing and who
truly do want to

have a more productive and happier life I have had the wonderful wins
of helping some

of those people and to see changes happen before my very eyes. These
are valuable

and important wins for me.

 
11. That Carl and Nan's course in Ojai is helping me to put my
priorities in their proper

sequence and is helping to mellow me out even more. I don't get even
near as upset

with people in general as I used to 2 years ago. People have commented
that I've

changed in attitude. I no longer tell people I have a raging temper.
True, I do get angry

here and there at certain things still, but it doesn't last as long
and my fear for handling

such things has diminished greatly because I'm learning more and more
how to

communicate effectively.

 
12. That we are all truly gods with enough energy to light up a city.
That we have

enormous abilities. The ability to have created ourselves as harmless
and small as we

have is an ability in itself. What would happen if we reversed this?
The thoughts are

endless.

 
There is still 4 more classes for me to attend up in Ojai on the
Dynamic Presence

Course. I'll put up more wins in another week or so.

 
Presently yours with love,

Lyn Keller

Here is a second success story from a more advanced client:

Date: Wed Oct 14 14:24:50 EDT 1998
From: Daniel Barber
Subject - Reconstruction and Ascension

 
Preface

 
I'm very happy. We have more to Celebrate than I ever imagined. This
truly is the time

of the great spiritual healing, a coming back to life, and a becoming
again. We are at

long last into the magical era of spiritual reclamation. We are riding
the crest of this

powerful movement on the technology of the gods. Our telepathic
nature, and the use

of this incredibly powerful technology, culminate in the creation of
affects in all

universes and set the advance and tempo of a most brilliant future now
manifesting. This

is the best of times and the best is yet to come.

 
Each of you completely understand the great change we create every
time someone

clean slates, does the Celebration procedure, discovers his or her
Codes, processes

the earlier universes, attains greater presence, etc. Little compares
to the futures we are

living and creating for others and ourselves. We are causing the
upward paradigm shift

that has begun to sweep this planet and which touches countless beings
in every

universe.

 
I want to give you a report on my progress through an ascension
experience. I've

learned a lot from it. All this will be better understood if you grasp
ascension

technology. At the very least, you should be intimately familiar with
the data contained

in the book, Gods In Disguise.

 
The positive aspect of the ascension

Last year, my business was very successful. I personally earned nearly
$5000 each

week. I was booking new business one client after the other.

 
During the first quarter of this year, I knew something was missing
but I couldn't get a

handle on exactly what that was. It was harder to get the business
than the year before.

But why? Was it the economy? Partially, but then I've managed to make
sales go right

for the past 31+ years regardless of economical conditions. No, it was
not the

economy. I was more able than ever before, far more competent and was
making

improvements to my business that strengthened areas that were glaring
out-points

although these had gone unnoticed by me last year. Moreover, I knew I
was taking all

the correct actions, getting all the correct indicators, taking more
responsibility.

 
What actually happened last year?

 
The negative aspect of the ascension

One of the ascensions I experienced last year or earlier had pushed me
into an earlier

time and place where I was also making money hand over fist. It also
triggered into

re-play that complete past similar experience which was being
projected and

superimposed over my current (last year's) activities. I was
involuntary replicating,

automatically projecting from the past into the present. But I was
making money hand

over fist and simply didn't think to look at the source; thought it
was me (and, sad to

say, it was but I was not properly role educated in ascension
technology).

 
How ascensions are for me

You need realize that ascension causes you to become huge. As you
ascend you

expand outwards and upwards. You get very BIG. This expansion causes
me and my

spiritual teammates to re-acquire huge amounts of
heretofore-unavailable life force.

Consequently, they and I become HUGE and VERY POWERFUL.

 
As the ascension propels you upwards from the continual accumulation
of this life force

energy, this tremendous energy begins to burst forth and plays across
a multitude of

dots contained within the universes you've encompassed during the
ascension which

you now occupy (all this is now within you).

 
The dots are whole experiences (complete games packages / matrices)
that you

previously compressed into tiny dots by removing space and time from
them. As your

life force energy impinges on these dots, they become empowered and
spring to life to

become full-blown events. You unwittingly empower the entire
experience: good times,

bad times, any old enemies, etc. Moreover, your tendency in present
time is to

empower everything else.

 
Eventually, any old enemies are telepathically awakened to your
presence because your

activation of the event also activates the event for them. If they
still have a score to

settle with you, they will find you and they will do all they can to
settle that score. If you

are ascension literate, you'll handle any such attacks easily. This
will cause the enemy to

disengage; things get quiet. In turn, this will cause that being to
disengage from any

similar activity it may be engaged in with other beings. And so on.
You need realize

here the existence and purpose of the Universal Mind to which we are
all telepathically

linked.

 
More negatives

I mentioned earlier I was making improvements to my business that
strengthened areas

that were glaring out-points. Why had I allowed these to remain for so
long? Simple. I

had totally empowered my staff who manages that part of my
organization. Nothing

wrong with flowing power or letting others get on with the game, but
you have to retain

overall responsibility for that which you've created or empowered and
be willing and

able to step in when needed. I had basically empowered others to
totally manage a part

of my organization who, although I had trained and apprenticed, I
failed to continue

their training to bring them to a level of mastery. Major flub on my
part.

 
What I also noticed this year was that I had not competently managed
all the money I

generated last year. Noticed? How can anyone not notice how it is he
or she is

managing his or her revenues and income? It was in front of me all the
while but I

simply didn't see it. The truth is that I accumulated some business
debt. I view financial

debt as a Cardinal Sin, personal or business, as I have always kept my
business and

my personal finances debt free. What happened here? The repeated
successes blinded

me to the glaring obvious: I thought the success would continue
unabated and so didn't

pay serious attention to financial management.

 
What would have happened if I had failed to recognize what really
happened and

began to get hold of things? Simple. I would have experienced a crash
and burn and

possibly lost my business.

 
The handling

I got real lucky. My schedule of study and processing caused me to
trigger into the past

lifetime of William Wallace this last May. It was very tough, more
than I could handle

and I had to get help. I jumped on a plane and Eric Wolery pulled me
out of the soup. I

returned home early June to continue the handling. I permeated
everything I could get

hold of even remotely connected to that lifetime (and several
subsequent lifetimes).

 
When I finally emerged from that experience the end of this last
September, I could

"see again". I was more perceptive, more aware, more present, more
powerful, and

more responsible. More myself. Everything in my life changed.
Everything. I could see

what I had been caught up in and I ceased then and there to
involuntarily replicate life. I

had become more literate in ascension technology.

 
JOY! WIN! I NO LONGER INVOLUNTARY REPLICATE!

 
This is indeed a win but also makes living life a lot different in
that you have to create

everything, everyday. Anything wrong with that? No. Absolutely
nothing. But until you

KNOW what you are doing when you are doing it, and can spot the source
of things,

you really aren't creating life; you are to some degree projecting the
past into the

present: you are involuntarily replicating.

 
You have to use your powers daily and the more you do the better you
get. I have not

only taken the right actions that have attracted the right indicators,
I am now beginning

to close business one client after the other, but what a difference.

 
Another win.

 
I NO LONGER EMPOWER EVERYTHING. This is a piece of the deadly ascension

experience phenomena: one has the tendency to empower everything and
everyone.

Can you imagine living life, finally, without involuntarily
replicating, without empowering

others and then not being wiling to be responsible for that, without
empowering

negative forces?

 
What else?

 
I NO LONGER SEEK OUT AND CONNECT UP WITH THOSE WHO

REPRESENT MY OPPOSING CODE!

 
You better know what your Codes are. That's the first thing you better
know. Then

you better study every tape and issue you can get your hands on about
ascension

technology and this especially includes Gods in Disguise. It is your
bible on ascension

technology along with issues and tapes on the subject.

 
Prior to getting involved with Alan's technology, this lifetime was
one incident after

another of my seeking out past enemies who were glowing specimens of
my opposing

Code. One disastrous relationship after another both personal and
business. I could see

what it was doing to me and my life but I didn't have a clue how to
stop it. And I tried

to stop it. Cost me a lot of money and heartbreak. That game is
forever over. Imagine

that!

 
I found my Codes on 31 December 1995. I knew then that this technology
is deadly

and deadly serious. Not to be messed around with and definitely not
for the faint

hearted. You don't dare get involved with this stuff unless you
seriously intend to follow

through. All the way. It is that powerful. You truly don't know what
living lightening is

until you get beyond your Codes.

 
I am becoming which is causing a reconstruct of my entire life. This
requires a

tremendous amount of responsibility, willing to be responsible,
willing to use the correct

amount of force wherever and on whomever, the continued willingness to
take the next

processing and training step, knowing what you and others are, and
operating from the

highest levels.

 
This is a therapeutic universe. Its purpose is to bring the dead back
to life. We are

doing that and much more. You are a God and you are here to become
alive again.

Don't blow it. Plan your next step.

 
I truly am a fortunate individual. Thank you Alan, Eric, Helen and all
others who make

this possible. This particularly includes my wife, Anne, and my
Spiritual Teammates

who are into their own ascensions, which we will indeed press through
to full wins.

 
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