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TimeTrack: Hilton, Ralph

2003 Jan 11

Channelling

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

…If men want to have sex with men that’s ok with me.

I do have a revulsion for homosexual men who are too clueless to realize that I have no sexual interest in them.

It just goes back to basics of the ARC triangle.
[ref: doc875]

Actually, this is the real why: doc187

[id=143|11 Apr 2003|]

2002 Nov 18

I Have Run Around 10,000 Hours Solo

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

After leaving the CofS I have run around 10,000 hours solo and I still have a long way to go.
[ref: doc879]

[id=159|11 Apr 2003|0]

2002 Sep 20

I’m Back On It [OT2] Again Now

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Thoroughly run OT2 is the door to opening up the upper levels.

I’m back on it again now and getting good reads on run 7 GPM 15.
[ref: doc1808]

[id=136|11 Apr 2003|]

2002 May 05

The Forum At www.fzint.org/discus Has Become Unusable

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

The forum at www.fzint.org/discus has become unusable for many due to amount of idiocy posted there.

Thus, as an alternative, a lightly moderated forum is now at http://www.fzaoint.org/publicforum/ intended as a public discussion area of FZ related topics as distinct from the fzaoint board at www.fzaoint.org/bb which is for fzaoint and scientology related discussion.

The www.fzint.org/discus forum remains as an unmoderated area.
[ref: doc163]

[id=154|11 Apr 2003|0]

2002 May 03

He Copied The Addresses of All The Members, Started Another List

“In ” OTAO/ FZAOINT Reorganization “, Tommy Thompson” wrote:

Basically, Ralph disagreed with me putting the entire fzaoint yahoo group on moderated status to quell an outbreak of confidential data and the ensuing enturbulation. Not necessarily the why, but the fact that I cut his com lines. So, he copied the addresses of all the members, started another list.

Since he owns and controls the domain of fzaoint, he blocked the webmaster from access, and changed the links.

However, the fzaoint yahoo group was owned by me. Ralph was holding Qual Sec, BB was holding Dist Sec hats. They both decided with a couple other folks to operate under the name of fzaoint, mock up a new org bd, and so forth.
[ref: doc1669]

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2002 Apr 15

Go Touch Some Walls Or Something

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

What a fucking twit Mike is more likely. Spaceships in the vicinity of any of the Big Dipper stars are not visible from Earth and if they were it would take many many years for the light to get here.

Go touch some walls or something.
[ref: doc1632]

[id=112|11 Apr 2003|]

2002 Feb 21

www.fza.org Has Been Destroyed.

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

It seems to have quietly disappeared.

Congratulations V & M & Jockstrap.

You appear to have finished the job.

www.fza.org has been destroyed.

But Masiunas was naive.

You have had your rope and hung yourselves with it.

He trusted your twistedness and now has probably just disappeared into the night.
[ref: doc1642]

Ralph continues to lie. [pm]

[id=163|11 Apr 2003|]

2002 Jan 31

I Heard From A Confidant That The FZA Board Had Been Closed Down Permanently

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I heard from a confidant that the FZA board had been closed down
permanently.

Virginia upset Paul too much and he threw her out and closed the board.
[ref: doc1645]

Note how Ralph lies in order to further his own “fza will look like Afghanistan
fairly soon” (doc6) operation. None of the above is true. [pm]

[id=146|11 Apr 2003|]

2001 Dec 22

There Are A Lot of Links To www.fza.org Which I Would Prefer Get Removed

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

At the moment there are a lot of links to www.fza.org which I would prefer get removed as that site no longer reflects the general position of the Freezone and those whom, however misguided one might consider them to be, wish to have the freedom to use the better parts of LRH tech as they wish.
[ref: doc1645]

Ralph positions himself as a ‘FreeZone’ autthority figure and as one who practices “the better parts of LRH tech”.
Additional information: doc6 [pm]

[id=147|11 Apr 2003|]

2001 Nov 07

In Support of Ralph Hilton’s ‘LRH Tech’

“Terril Park” wrote:

…Also Virginia is expert at elegant use of investigatory tech and Data series. She pinpointed the despicable Ralph Hilton as an implanter. She correctly spotted that the term “Freezone” had come to mean any clearing tech outside of COS. This is of course squirrel as it should only mean what mike and Virginia says is correct tech. This was entirely due to Ralph’s pitifully inadequate attempts to get “Independant” as a term for practicing LRH tech…
[ref: doc134]

Terril tries to make Ralph’s off-beat practices appear as ‘LRH tech’. [pm]

[id=145|11 Apr 2003|]

2001 Nov 05

FZA Is In Big Trouble

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Additionally a private mailing list was made available for use by people wishing to discuss the postings of Revenius by Mike Hunsaker. Since Paul took over the list has ceased to function.

…

Yes, FZA is in big trouble.
[ref: doc105]

“As several suspected I created the LRH2 and Revenius identities.” [ref: doc110]

“He [Ralph Hilton posing as ‘Revenius’] asked that Mike provide him with a way of posting to the new list by posting an address that he could mail to through remailers. He asked that you encrypt the address with his PGP key and post it on a.c.t.” [ref: doc103]

Basically, what we have here is Ralph Hilton attempting to subvert FZA.ORG while at the same time using it to further his own personal agenda. Tommy Thompson, in tandem, was also performing the exact same operation. [pm]

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2001 Nov 03

Fza Will Look Like Afghanistan Fairly Soon

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

There will be some fairly caustic actions with regard to Virginia in the near future.

I respect your desire for peace however fza will look like Afghanistan fairly soon.
[ref: doc6]

[id=125|11 Apr 2003|]

2001 Nov 03

I Will Take On The Witch of The West

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I will take on the witch of the west.

She cannot be allowed to take over that territory with her insanity.

If Paul wants to give her free reign then I’ll take her out and if necessary the www.fza.org site gets fully DA’d. Not with animosity but more like squishing a bug.

The site www.fzint.org was set up last time Paul M. went crazy as a backup. We didn’t pursue it too heavily as things seemed to get better.

However we have the space and resources to put up a comparable site there.
[ref: doc3]

“In response, on 3 Nov 2001, Tommy Tompson” wrote:

Regardless, we cannot let FZA just bite the dirt like that. So we simply shift power and attention to the FZINT board.

We have the entirety of the useful data that is on fza in the first place. Nothing to stop us from continuing on with never a missed stride..
[ref: doc4]

Using the ‘useful data that is on fza’, it comes as no surprise when Mike Hunsaker does the following:

Registrant:
Hunsaker, Michael (FREEZONEAMERICA-DOM)
P.O. Box 1954
Cedar City, UT 84721-1954
US

Domain Name: FREEZONEAMERICA.ORG

Administrative Contact:
Hunsaker, Michael (NOKVGYVAQI)mike@freezoneamerica.org
Hunsaker,Michael
P.O. Box 1954
Cedar City, UT 84721-1954
US
435-591-1061 123 123 1234
Technical Contact:
Administration, Network (DL842)noc@WEBHOSTS.NET
Web Hosts Network
2464 El Camino Real, PMB 536
Santa Clara, CA 95051
408-241-4615 (FAX) 408-241-4615

Record expires on 08-Nov-2003.
Record created on 09-Nov-2001.

[id=164|11 Apr 2003|]

2001 Jul 13

Freezone International Is An Activity of My Creation With A Few Others. It Promotes LRH Tech.

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

As a further clarification Freezone International is an activity of my creation with a few others. It promotes LRH tech.
[ref: doc138]

[id=150|11 Apr 2003|]

2001 Jul 13

I Admit That I Have My Own Faults of Misapplication

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

The existing bridge works. It just hasn’t been applied.

I admit that I have my own faults of misapplication.
[ref: doc88]

[id=156|11 Apr 2003|0]

2001 Jul 13

I Wish To Apply LRH Tech

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

There has been a fair bit of controversy over the issue of applying LRH tech or mixing it.

I wish to apply LRH tech.
[ref: doc88]

[id=149|11 Apr 2003|0]

2001 Feb 13

The Cognition Often Becomes A Lie Once “Cognited” On

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

The cognition often becomes a lie once “cognited” on.
[ref: doc1763]

[id=96|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Dec 13

He [LRH] Didn’t Like People Like Me

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Hubbard was not a similar breed. He didn’t like people like me.
[ref: doc876]

[id=141|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Aug 30

Revenius Is Something That Came From Many Different Beings

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

It is a contribution from many. What I wrote as Revenius is something that came from many different beings.

All who participated felt that.

Revenius thanks all who contribute their theta.

It is a contribution from all.

Revenius is the spirit of LRH tech.
[ref: doc106]

[id=123|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Aug 28

Currently Auditing People Using The Revenius Material

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I’ve posted several times that I’m currently auditing people using the Revenius material.

I thought I gave it away several times when I appointed myself Revenius’ communicator and put up the website with all his posts.
[ref: [doc104.html

Revenius was a posting identity of Ralph’s. [pm]

[id=122|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Aug 27

I Created The LRH2 And Revenius Identities

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I think its about time to confess. As several suspected I created the LRH2 and Revenius identities.
[ref: doc110]

[id=127|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Aug 27

I Had The Original Spirit of What LRH Intended Within Me

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

It wasn’t altogether a lie in that I felt for a brief time that I had the original spirit of what LRH intended within me.

To create all of Super Power I’ll need a lot of help. I’ll need a lot of feedback and I can’t do that behind a false identity.

This evening I realized what the OT levels should be and I want to thank and acknowledge all those who contributed on the list.

It is a new nexus for those who want to be involved. But now I’ll do it in my own name.
[ref: doc110]

[id=128|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Aug 18

Chaining Through Mass Remailers

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

My record so far is 96 mins from 16 attempts. (15 remailers, mixmaster using auto selection)
[ref: doc1761]

Ralph describes his success with using anonymous remailers. [pm]

[id=103|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Aug 14

The Freezone Anonymous Remailer Is Now Up And Running

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

The freezone anonymous remailer is now up and running.
[ref: doc1762]

[id=142|11 Apr 2003|0]

2000 May 25

I Have Occasional Heavy Rages Over Silly Things

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I have occasional heavy rages over silly things. I’ll usually catch them without dramatizing them. They always contain 3D imagery and dissipate on extending space and examining the incident. They used to be heavier but lightened up after handling lots of R/Sing clusters.
[ref: doc912]

[id=208|14 Apr 2003|0]

2000 May 03

I Have Appointed Ralph Hilton As My Communicator

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I have appointed Ralph Hilton as my communicator. I have done this as he seems to understand PGP and encryption systems very well and that I trust him to forward communications as necessary.
[ref: doc68]

Ralph writes a note to himself. [pm]

[id=126|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Apr 27

I’m Not LRH

“In “LRH@anon.org is missing:, Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I’m not LRH but I’ll try and answer.

I don’t think that our new friend is LRH but is someone who wants to help.
[ref: doc878]

Ralph lies.

“I think its about time to confess. As several suspected I created the
LRH2 and Revenius identities.” [ref: doc110]

[id=153|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Mar 23

A Workable Bridge Within A Year

“In ” Existence “, Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I hope to have a workable bridge within a year.
[ref: [doc387.html

[id=99|11 Apr 2003|0]

2000 Feb 09

Idiots In The FZ

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

There are Fucking Idiots in the FZ. Tread carefully.
[ref: doc26]

[id=162|11 Apr 2003|0]

2000 Feb 08

“Ralphology” Is A Better Definition of What I Do With People

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Although I am part of the “Freezone” I trust few in it.

It is a composition of all who disagree with the CofS and includes many who are far crazier such as Koos.

I have my ideas.

It might be better if I invented “Ralphology” which is a better definition of what I do with people.
[ref: doc396]

[id=107|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Jan 18

I Don’t See The Tech As Universally Perfect And Workable

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I don’t see the tech as universally perfect and workable. I would like to see it improved upon and subjected to rigorous testing.

Nor do I believe that Hubbard was totally benign. I have seen parts of his charachter that I would consider evil.

I believe that Scientology contains much of a foundation for future development of a spirually based technology of human improvement.
[ref: doc71]

[id=110|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Jan 18

My Experience Might Be of Use To The LMT

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Having spent nearly 10 years in the Sea Org, some of it on the Apollo with Hubbard, I have quite an extensive knowledge of the practices. I felt that my experience might be of use to the LMT and offerred my services in an advisory capacity.
[ref: doc71]

[id=111|11 Apr 2003|]

2000 Jan 17

Any Monies I Received Were Unconditional

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I have decided after considering the matter in detail that I wish to support the LMT…. It might be argued that my decision is connected with the $10,000 that Bob sent me in connection with the essay contest.

Any monies I received were unconditional.
[ref: doc11]

Essay contest: See doc46 for Ralph’s entry.

[id=139|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Sep 25

Back In The Mountains Again

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I’ve been enjoying life a lot more the past couple of months. I’m back in the mountains again after a year+ of living in Vienna. Its a pleasant city compared to London where I lived for some years before but the presence of so many people is personally somewhat oppressive.
[ref: doc123]

[id=116|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Sep 25

I’ve Spent Most of The Last Week Working On The C-Meter Code

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I’ve spent most of the last week working on the c-meter code.

As I said I have an interface from Nic Ford for testing the input through a serial interface. So far its just been the interface. I have yet to hook up an actual meter through the interface but just used a simple simulator.

I’ve finished the coding now to the stage of what one could call a beta version. Everything works on my computer except for a few stupid crashes when one tries to start recording while in the middle of playing back or silly things like that which people are bound to do occasionally.

I built a buffer for one of my meters today to feed into the interface so will be able to record and playback actual session data. When I’ve recorded a few sessions I’ll web a demo version.

It won’t be today though as my mother-in-law to be turned up earlier with some excellent bottles of home made wine.
[ref: doc40]

[id=166|11 Apr 2003|0]

1999 Sep 25

Involved With The Wife of a Man I Was Auditing

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I became involved with the wife of a man I was auditing.
[ref: doc123]

[id=118|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Sep 25

Sexual Encounters With Heidrun Beer

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I got into communication with Heidrun on the net and after a visit 3 years ago decided to move to Austria which I did a few months after.

After initial sexual encounters which for me were not endearing I asserted a business relationship which was agreed to. I felt under sexual pressure from Heidrun after I came to Austria to live.
[ref: doc123]

[id=117|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Sep 25

Slept With A Lady - She Was On OT3 At The Time Under My supervision.

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

About 15 years ago I slept with a lady - she was on OT3 at the time under my supervision. She came along one night with a bag with her toothbrush etc. all set to stay the night. I didn’t really want to get involved but after a few hours and a few bottles of wine I slept with her.
[ref: doc123]

[id=114|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Sep 25

Wisdom And Wine

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

More wisdoms might appear later depending on whether or not I drink more wine and whether or not my girlfriend gets off the phone.
[ref: doc123]

[id=119|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Sep 01

Scientology May Well Be Something Valuable

“In ” ARS Literati $10,000 Challenge “, Ralph Hilton” wrote:

What I am saying to the Scientologist is that Scientology may well be something valuable but that the cult environment in which one experiences it is not.
[ref: doc46]

Besides separating himself from being considered a Scientologist, Ralph also demonstrates his lack of confidence in the subject. [pm]

[id=100|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Sep 01

So It Falls To Others To Review His Work And Judge Its Value

“In ” ARS Literati $10,000 Challenge “, Ralph Hilton” wrote:

So it falls to others to review his [LRH] work and judge its value for our future society. Others who are perhaps not predisposed to great heroics nor of filling the role of Johny Goodboy Tyler.

So what should one say to those who would look into the works of Hubbard or those who are recruited by the body routers of the Church of Scientology?

Point them to the lessons of History. Ask them to look at the men in the past who were similar to Hubbard and those who were different. Have them look at the creations of the men who were similar to Hubbard and those who were different. Have them look at the characteristics of the groups and philosophies created by men of similar temperament to Hubbard.

Have them read history books and philosophy books and psychology books.

Have them look at the internet and read the criticisms of Hubbard and the success stories.

Show them that there were many in the past who believed that there was only one true way and that they had found it and have them follow up the consequences of true belief in that founder.

Give them a nuclear bomb proof bullshit detector.
[ref: doc46]

Here it is obvious what Ralph thinks of LRH as well as the subject of Scientology. “…review his work and judge its value…” - that about says it all. [pm]

[id=97|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 May 07

Access To The Vaults, Supervise Staff OT Levels At Flag

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I used to have access to the vaults where all the material was stored at Flag. I used to supervise staff OT levels at Flag.
[ref: doc63]

[id=113|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Apr 29

Freezone International, A New Web Domain

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Paul chose to make his site a family page. I talked to someone tonight who is willing to provide 5Gb of web space for a new site.

…

In negotation we agreed to create a new web domain with a yet unspecified name. It will be a name that is very obviously FZ.

The committee members who will have a vote in what occurs with that web site will be, if they choose to involve themselves, :

Me
Homer
Enid
Ra/Zero
Christine
LR1467
Pilot (If he/she wishes to participate)
Anon hoster
[ref: doc27]

Incorrect data.
‘unspecified name’: Freezone International. [pm]

[id=151|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Apr 28

Not From Those Who Are A Bit Harsh In Their Insistence On Proper Application of The Tech

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

The torturing of souls is not from those who are a bit harsh in their insistence on proper application of the tech. It is from those who encourage them to wander from pretty stone to pretty stone in an eternity of Q&A. That is the true nature of hell.
[ref: doc40]

[id=165|11 Apr 2003|0]

1999 Apr 27

I’ve Rremoved My Links To www.fza.org

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I’ve removed my links to www.fza.org
[ref: doc38]

[id=148|11 Apr 2003|0]

1999 Apr 23

I Took A Very Heavy Pain Killer Drug

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I must confess that an hour ago I took a very heavy pain killer drug and it has done nothing.
[ref: doc126]

[id=144|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Apr 20

There Are Serious Flaws In The Ethics Tech

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

In my opinion there are serious flaws in the ethics tech
[ref: doc129]

[id=105|11 Apr 2003|]

1999 Jan 12

Was Very Quiet During My Days In The S.O.

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I was very quiet during my days in the S.O. I found something valuable in the tech and was unwilling to risk it by openly stating my disagreements. I was also unwilling to rise to any position of power.
[ref: doc48]

[id=124|11 Apr 2003|]

1998 Oct 07

Channelling

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I’m interested in knowing how many people here are actively channelling Alien Intelligences and believe what they say…. Personally I think anyone who believes in these channelings is a fruit cake.
[ref: doc873]

See doc106 for Ralph’s ‘channeling’ of ‘Revenius’.

[id=140|11 Apr 2003|]

1998 Oct 07

Hubbard’s “Ethics Tech” Doesn’t Work

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Hubbard’s “ethics tech” doesn’t work. It contains too much degradation.
[ref: doc86]

[id=92|11 Apr 2003|]

1998 Sep 20

I Am A Member of The “Freie Zone e.V.”

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I should clarify that my approach is different from Heidrun’s. The data on the web site above clarifies her position and activities. I operate from a different location and am not involved in the wider activities of the Spiritual Research Workgroup.

I only work with people who wish to practice Scientology technology outside of the CofS. That is quite clearly stated on my website.

I am a member of the “Freie Zone e.V.” The purposes and avtivities of that organization are clearly stated on http://www.freezone.de/index_e.htm.
[ref: doc54]

[id=102|11 Apr 2003|]

1998 Sep 20

I Do Not Wish To Direct People To Other Approaches

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I do not wish to direct people to other approaches as I have no personal experience of a more valid approach. If people wish to leave Scientology totally and abandon the technology then I am not the person for them to work with.

There are quite a few links on my pages to alternative sorces of information regarding other approaches.
[ref: doc54]

Can you say ‘confused’? [pm]

[id=161|11 Apr 2003|0]

1998 Sep 05

I See Many Things Wrong With Scn

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I see many things wrong with scn.

The first is ethics. One has to let a person resolve their own ethics.
[ref: doc67]

[id=104|11 Apr 2003|]

1998 Aug 05

An Approach That Involves As Little Indoctrination of Cosmology As Possible

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

While the German FZ follows Bill’s tech lineup fairly closely there seemed from my conversations to be quite a variance in the degree to which people accept the cosmology and the conspiracy theories.

Personally I prefer an approach to the tech that involves as little indoctrination of cosmology as possible.
[ref: doc175]

Cosmology: A branch of study concerned with the origins and nature of the universe. [pm]

[id=106|11 Apr 2003|]

1998 Apr 28

A Few Minutes Later We Were In Bed

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Lady who I had audited phones me early one morning. I was not currently auditing her but she was running solo and I was C/Sing. She said she was in love with me. I said It wasn’t a good idea. A week later she comes round with a few bottles of wine.

We drank them and she played a bit of a withdraw. I said o wtf and a few mins later we were in bed.
[ref: doc1766]

[id=121|11 Apr 2003|]

1997 Dec 24

I Have Audited Several Girls Whom I Have Slept With

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I would say that I have audited several girls whom I have slept with. That, however, is a difference sequence of events.

As I see it if one accepts a PC for auditing then during the course of that auditing one has a responsibility not to take sexual, or any other, advantage of the vulnerability of the PC. One also has a responsibility to handle what Freud called transference phenomena wherein the PC can misidentify the auditor with a past respected or authoritative terminal.
[ref: doc94]

[id=131|11 Apr 2003|]

1997 Jul 24

The Freezone Over Here Is More Space Opera

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

The freezone over here is more Space Opera. When the wine flows then the conversations drift to Markab, 5th invaders and psychic rebellions.
[ref: doc91]

[id=134|11 Apr 2003|]

1997 Jul 24

The Technical Leaning Is Close To LRH

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

It’s now 4 months since I moved to Austria and our Org on the Mountain…. The technical leaning is close to LRH but with manouvering space rather than robotism.
[ref: doc91]

[id=135|11 Apr 2003|]

1996 Nov 12

I Never Validate People I Am Auditing

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I never validate people I am auditing.
[ref: doc95]

[id=137|11 Apr 2003|]

1996 Nov 12

One of Hardest Case Phenomena To Get A Pc Through Is The Persistent Win

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

One of the hardest case phenomena to get a pc through is the persistent win. Its a safe point. Don’t make it more so.
[ref: doc95]

[id=138|11 Apr 2003|]

1996 Oct 22

Case Gain And Persistent F/N

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Case gain comes from fully confronting the Force in an OT level not from skimming and getting a persistent F/N.
[ref: doc46]

Ouch! [pm]

[id=101|11 Apr 2003|]

1996 Sep 27

I Learned About Personal Integrity

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

After I left the CofS I looked at all the “squirrel” groups. From Werner Erhardt (EST) I learned about personal integrity in a way that LRH never expressed in a way that I understood. I learned that sharing one’s own experience is far more meaningful than a philosophical discourse.
[ref: doc187]

[id=133|11 Apr 2003|]

1996 Aug 10

Refer To Themselves As “Independent Scientologists”

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

…Generally people who have left the church and practice scientology in some form or another refer to themselves as “Independent Scientologists” or by the name of their own offshoot group and prefer not to be associated with Robertson’s somewhat unusual set of beliefs. I don’t know of anyone who posts to a.r.s. that is part of the “Freezone” as detailed below.
[ref: doc73]

[id=155|11 Apr 2003|0]

1996 Jul 22

Rre-introduce The Concept of Free Interchange of Tech Discoveries and Observations

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

If we can re-introduce the concept of free interchange of tech discoveries and observations then we stand a chance of eventually forming a group with an ability to develop and disseminate a technology free of the control mechanisms of the current church which has a degree of overall cohesiveness.
[ref: doc98]

Scientology, in Ralph’s view, isn’t ‘good enough’ the way it is. [pm]

[id=95|11 Apr 2003|]

1996 Jul 04

Only Way To Get Any Further Was To Develop My Own OT Levels

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

i thought the only way to get any further was to develop my own OT levels. So i did.
i’m working on OT10 but I think that is a much longer job than 9.
[ref: doc66]

[id=109|11 Apr 2003|]

1996 May 04

LRH Started Scientology With A Purpose

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

LRH started Scientology with a purpose. All the people that I see vilifying LRH and Scientology seem to have failed in that purpose.
[ref: doc92]

[id=130|11 Apr 2003|]

1986 Jun 03

When You Can’t Even Talk To People

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

It seems a bit silly to claim magnificent “OT abilities” when you can’t even talk to people.
[ref: doc100]

[id=93|11 Apr 2003|]

1984 —- 00

A Group Without A “Guru” Where All Contributed And Helped Each Other

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

In 84/85 I had the idea of a group without a “guru” where all contributed and helped each other based on a totally different ethnic from the “orgs”.
[ref: doc123]

[id=115|11 Apr 2003|]

1983 —- 00

Requested And Was Given A Review Comm-Ev

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

In 1983 I requested and was given a review comm-ev. The comm-ev agreed that my declare was unjust and sent their recommendations to IJC.
[ref: doc72]

[id=120|11 Apr 2003|]

1982 —- 00

I Left A Few Months Before Mayo

“On 16 Aug 1999, Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I left a few months before Mayo. Near the top it was a telepathic awareness of impending evil.

The roots were laid far earlier than you could believe.
[ref: doc922]

[id=224|14 Apr 2003|]

1982 —- 00

I Left The Church of Scientology In 1982

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I left the Church of Scientology in 1982.
[ref: doc98]

[id=94|11 Apr 2003|0]

1982 —- 00

My Own Case Was Being Grossly Mis-c/sed

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I left the CofS in 1982 because I disagreed with the way the organization was being run. I also felt that my own case was being grossly mis-c/sed by Ray Mithoff and David Ziff.
[ref: doc92]

[id=129|11 Apr 2003|]

1977 May 00

I Accepted The Findings of The FCO

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I accepted the findings of the FCO and agreed that there was a degree of incorrect evaluation on my part which could have contributed to the extent of the final damage due to delays. I therefore decided to accept the RPF assignment and to that extent was there on my own decision.
[ref: doc47]

[id=167|11 Apr 2003|0]

1974 Jun 00

Attested Clear Mid 1974

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I started in scn around April 1971 at the age of 18 and attested Clear mid 1974 after around 500 hours of auditing.
[ref: doc879]

[id=158|11 Apr 2003|]

1974 —- 00

Hubbard Sent His Meter To Me In 1974

“On 22 May 1999, Ralph Hilton” wrote:

Hubbard sent his meter to me in 1974 saying it was showing false D/Ns. The meter was fine so I asked for his leads and cans. I found he was using aluminium cans and pointed out that they were the cause of the false D/Ns due to the chemical reaction with the skin.
[ref: doc935]

[id=240|14 Apr 2003|0]

1972 —- 00

I Got Into The Church In 72

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

i got into the church in 72…
[ref: doc66]

[id=108|11 Apr 2003|0]

1972 —- 00

I Joined The Sea Org At The Age of 19

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I joined the Sea org at the age of 19 and went to the Apollo, the HQ of Scientology at that time.
[ref: doc187]

[id=132|11 Apr 2003|]

1971 Apr 00

I Started In Scn Around April 1971

“Ralph Hilton” wrote:

I started in scn around April 1971 at the age of 18…
[ref: doc879]

[id=157|11 Apr 2003|]

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